I want to talk about it without talking about it. I want to be a bearer of good news. I want blessings, glory, & honor to belong to me. I want acceptance to make room for what I will actually never accept. I want honesty & sensitivity to be synonyms. I want emotional generosity without defaulting to deficit. I want emotional availability to end the war of vulnerability within me. I want to teach what capitalism doesn’t have time to learn. I want love letters I don’t have to write to me. I want love lavished whether the mood is bad or good. I want to lavish love without feeling used. I want miracles I don’t make happen. I want to gather evidence of love on my own behalf. I want the sun to come out & stay out until the moon is ready to take their place. I want to give everything I have. I want to learn how to keep things for myself. I want the fresh starts & new beginnings I was promised. I want you to want things, too. I want this to be a love note, I want you to know it’s a love note. I want you to know I love you. I want you to contemplate every ending as a beginning that already begun. I want you to think of every beginning as an ending you didn’t see coming but liked. this weekend I want you to feel brave like the Sun in aries, think fresh like Mercury in aries, hold love lightly like Venus in gemini, & breathe fire like the Moon in sagittarius.
p.s: the Saturn in aquarius workshop will be happening later this month, with a portion of proceeds going to mutual aid in Puerto Rico / I’m extra available for astro-tarot readings currently / I recommend members read & re-read the April Horoscopes as much as they want.