I begin a new solar revolution in a few hours. I wanted to write a long, mystical story about coming to the end of this solar revolution but tbh I’m bleeding, I’m packing to repot myself into a new home, and I need emotional rest. I just feel profoundly grateful for the golden prism of me that has kept me alive, sustained me, and brought me to this season. I really stay doing that shit, no matter how excruciating it is sometimes.
the deeper the bitter, the sweeter the sweet.
I also feel profoundly fucking grateful for my work, and for EVERYONE who makes it possible. to be a gay af astrologer immersed in creative writing and offering apocalyptic emoceanal support for a living is a dream I did dare to dream, but could not have fully imagined what it meant to embody. within the challenges I experienced in the last year was the gift of creating medicines that hadn’t emerged from me yet. offering what I could of it to all of you, and getting to sit across from you in readings to stir the cauldron together, is an honor I’ll never get over. thank you.
I must thank the planetary ancestors Mars and Mercury, my time lords of this 4H/11H profection year, for bringing me into deeper agency and trickster embodiments than I’ve ever experienced before. I am really excited to begin apprenticing the Moon and Jupiter!
✨at this point I feel like I’m giving an award speech, but I’m not done yet.✨
I don’t have birthday plans this year (still basking in the overflow from my virtual party last year) but I have been directed to open a tip jar for those who want to celebrate me & my work in that way. (I’m calling it the Honey Pot ‘cause sweetening my life will make your life sweeter, guaranteed.🍯)
everything I receive will support me in creating a new sanctuary and seeing a chiropractor and acupuncturist for my chronic pain (it is suspected that I have a spinal injury 🙃) for the first time without having to work more than I already am during this transition.
I would also be thrilled to receive your praise and testimonials about any of my work! they are priceless gifts.
Honorable Mention: this year I brought my years of ancestral work into permanent visibility for the first time with my talk, Planets as Ancestors, which is now available to download here! I feel the same gratitude for being in the position to bring that into the world that I do for being brought into the world by my ancestors and extraterrestrial coconspirators. colonialism makes you think it’s taken everything, and trust me, I know much of the cost has been irreparable. and yet, I get closer every year to what it can never take: aish tamid/eternal flame.🔥